It's been awhile!
Been busy with the new job, it's been great for the past 3 months! Went on a fabulous getaway to Langkawi Island, it was fantastic but dry as hell coz of the drought... New job, new colleagues, new material for bullshit! HAHA!
Been going to gym regularly, as often as I can for the past 3 weeks, hopefully it pays off! Aye, not as difficult to swallow as I thought it would be...the thought of exercising regularly!
Updates when I fucking lose the damn kilos. HAHA!
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
My Country.
We always complain about our country. Americans complain about theirs, Canadians, Japanese, the Brits, hell, everyone does. We do, too. We complain that the oil price is too high, we gotta curb this, we gotta abolish that, and we see homicides and violent acts in the name of religion or race as something normal. This scares me. Is this the country I wanna live in? Is this the country where I would bring my future child into? Will I be able to die a ripe old age without getting stabbed or slashed for RM30 bucks in my beat up wallet by snatch thieves who are getting way out of hand?
We Malaysians boast that we are a multi-racial country, with our "perpaduan" spirit and "muhibah" shite. If so, what's with the "ketuanan Melayu" or in English, "Malay superiority"? Is this our idea of a multi-racial, everyone-is-equal country that our forefathers strive for in the past? Is this our idea of 1Malaysia?
Burning of churches, corrupt government officials, gangsterism, fights based on racism issues,religious issues, bumiputra prices for virtually everything and anything in Malaysia, corrupt policemen,politicians, we took it all. We took it in silence, we carried on as if nothing is wrong. Like the Chinese say, we are only looking for wealth. Therefore, alot of us just took it because it simply was just too much trouble to rise up and speak out against these people who take advantage of our silence. Some of us couldn't take it and left for greener pastures overseas, never to return. Some of us couldn't afford it, and bore the brunt of the injustice done to us.
In time, we forgot that we are a democratic country. We forgot that politicians, policemen, firemen, the government, are all there to serve the people, the citizens, hence they are aptly named "civil servants". To serve the country, their country. A country is nothing without its citizens. We began to fear them, and these malicious opportunistic hyenas feast and thrive in our silent fear, growing in power each and every day, until finally, we are where we are today.
So blame not the country for its wrongdoings, for its coverups, for the corruption, for the embarassment it causes when our country stands before the eyes of the world. Our representative sucks, he repeats his answers to different questions, but only because he is a puppet of the government, and the puppetmaster has only the ability to answer thus.
Blame not your fellow Chinese, Indians, Sikhs, and all the ethnic minority in our multi-racial country to return to their roots, with all the calls to "balik Tong Shan, balik India, balik etc", eventually they will go. How can one live in a house that rejects them?
So my fellow Malaysians, as proud as we know we are, the future generation of this once glorious country, if we do not do something about this issue at hand, we will fall. Divided, obliviated, annihilated by our own hands. Our previous generations of leaders has caused us problems, bringing in religion and racism into political wars and tightening the noose around our country's neck. War would bring ruin to us all.
Now they torch churches in the middle of the night. When will it be when they drag us around town behind motorcycles, feet bound and blood trailing behind us? Is this what they meant by "tanah tumpahnya darahku"?
I love my country. If we don't change, it is lost forever.
We Malaysians boast that we are a multi-racial country, with our "perpaduan" spirit and "muhibah" shite. If so, what's with the "ketuanan Melayu" or in English, "Malay superiority"? Is this our idea of a multi-racial, everyone-is-equal country that our forefathers strive for in the past? Is this our idea of 1Malaysia?
Burning of churches, corrupt government officials, gangsterism, fights based on racism issues,religious issues, bumiputra prices for virtually everything and anything in Malaysia, corrupt policemen,politicians, we took it all. We took it in silence, we carried on as if nothing is wrong. Like the Chinese say, we are only looking for wealth. Therefore, alot of us just took it because it simply was just too much trouble to rise up and speak out against these people who take advantage of our silence. Some of us couldn't take it and left for greener pastures overseas, never to return. Some of us couldn't afford it, and bore the brunt of the injustice done to us.
In time, we forgot that we are a democratic country. We forgot that politicians, policemen, firemen, the government, are all there to serve the people, the citizens, hence they are aptly named "civil servants". To serve the country, their country. A country is nothing without its citizens. We began to fear them, and these malicious opportunistic hyenas feast and thrive in our silent fear, growing in power each and every day, until finally, we are where we are today.
So blame not the country for its wrongdoings, for its coverups, for the corruption, for the embarassment it causes when our country stands before the eyes of the world. Our representative sucks, he repeats his answers to different questions, but only because he is a puppet of the government, and the puppetmaster has only the ability to answer thus.
Blame not your fellow Chinese, Indians, Sikhs, and all the ethnic minority in our multi-racial country to return to their roots, with all the calls to "balik Tong Shan, balik India, balik etc", eventually they will go. How can one live in a house that rejects them?
So my fellow Malaysians, as proud as we know we are, the future generation of this once glorious country, if we do not do something about this issue at hand, we will fall. Divided, obliviated, annihilated by our own hands. Our previous generations of leaders has caused us problems, bringing in religion and racism into political wars and tightening the noose around our country's neck. War would bring ruin to us all.
Now they torch churches in the middle of the night. When will it be when they drag us around town behind motorcycles, feet bound and blood trailing behind us? Is this what they meant by "tanah tumpahnya darahku"?
I love my country. If we don't change, it is lost forever.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
A valley of interesting things amidst a boring routine day
Weird ass day. Started out simple enough..going to work, having lunch with Flick...then saw my hot ex colleague(HOT DAMN!), gave my letter of resignation to my boss (soli boss, lu mia pay manyak kurang..GFYS!), went home at 9pm (bastard fuck, I hope you fucking die bitch!) for some OT work (I.Fucking.Hate.OT.Period.) and went to futsal..
A normally overcrowded futsal court suddenly had a shortage of players. SHIT. Wasn't feeling kinda well, played like shite, and was extremely not up for footy when suddenly the lights went out. Pitch dark (mind the pun, lol). Fuck that bastard jaga court guy, start late end early still want us to pay RM150, fucker...oh well better than nothing..
Went for drinks at the regular haunt, as the members of yamcha dwindled and finally, it was me, Slimjim Masterrim, and JLo, as we continued to talk about our old old footy accomplishments (HELL YEAH JLO! Fuck those bastard cheaters!) when suddenly..the place was invaded by CHICKS. Hell yeah...hot dang! Mini skirts! Hot bods for your rods! Skanky makeup for enhanced night vision(yours, not theirs)!! As we talked and glanced at the chicks (well I kinda stared LOL), JLo thought he knew one of the group..and started calling. Me and Slim just continued to talk and glance( Well I kinda stared LOL) when suddenly, from behind the car, we saw a valley. It was a lush, mountainous valley with promises of insane carnal pleasures LOL..a chick was KO'ed on the street with her "longkang" facing us. Hot DANG what a sight that was...I vaguely remember Slim talking about something..As we talked and glanced somemore (well I kinda stared), rupanya kawan si JLo...he went over and came back and said he had to leave for the hospital, me and Slim narrowed our already sepet Chinese eyes and said with utmost curiousity and amusement, "HOSPITAL??? WHY? " but JLo was already plodding off...for several rounds, to and fro, dunno wtf he doing also..
Finally all of them left, which left me and Slim and a RM50 ringgit note on the table. Talked about alot of stuff, interesting as hell for me, don't know how it was for Slim but if it wasn't interesting as well for him, we wouldn't have left at nearly 4am...HAHA what a day! OFF DAY TOMORROW!! SONG!
buai
A normally overcrowded futsal court suddenly had a shortage of players. SHIT. Wasn't feeling kinda well, played like shite, and was extremely not up for footy when suddenly the lights went out. Pitch dark (mind the pun, lol). Fuck that bastard jaga court guy, start late end early still want us to pay RM150, fucker...oh well better than nothing..
Went for drinks at the regular haunt, as the members of yamcha dwindled and finally, it was me, Slimjim Masterrim, and JLo, as we continued to talk about our old old footy accomplishments (HELL YEAH JLO! Fuck those bastard cheaters!) when suddenly..the place was invaded by CHICKS. Hell yeah...hot dang! Mini skirts! Hot bods for your rods! Skanky makeup for enhanced night vision(yours, not theirs)!! As we talked and glanced at the chicks (well I kinda stared LOL), JLo thought he knew one of the group..and started calling. Me and Slim just continued to talk and glance( Well I kinda stared LOL) when suddenly, from behind the car, we saw a valley. It was a lush, mountainous valley with promises of insane carnal pleasures LOL..a chick was KO'ed on the street with her "longkang" facing us. Hot DANG what a sight that was...I vaguely remember Slim talking about something..As we talked and glanced somemore (well I kinda stared), rupanya kawan si JLo...he went over and came back and said he had to leave for the hospital, me and Slim narrowed our already sepet Chinese eyes and said with utmost curiousity and amusement, "HOSPITAL??? WHY? " but JLo was already plodding off...for several rounds, to and fro, dunno wtf he doing also..
Finally all of them left, which left me and Slim and a RM50 ringgit note on the table. Talked about alot of stuff, interesting as hell for me, don't know how it was for Slim but if it wasn't interesting as well for him, we wouldn't have left at nearly 4am...HAHA what a day! OFF DAY TOMORROW!! SONG!
buai
Monday, December 14, 2009
My dearest friend
My dear long lost friend(s),
How are you nowadays? It's been a long time since I saw your face, have you lost weight? How's your business? How's work then? It's better off back when we were studying right? Hahaha..
My dear friend,
How's your family? Are they all fine? Hope they are..and are you trying your best to fulfill your filial duties as a son or daughter? I hope you keep this in mind that no matter what, family, is the most important and are the people that will matter most to you, not money, not fun, not properties, not women/men, and not even friends. I hope you shoulder that responsibility well like I know you will. :)
My dear friend,
How is your love life? Have you found yourself a life partner yet? Haha, now is the time of "weddings and funerals", so when's your turn? HAHA not for the funeral of course, we're way too young for one of those..
Have you let go of that one that got away yet, my dear friend? If not, then it's probably time you should, don't hold yourself back when everyone is moving forward..you'll be left behind in the journey of life..
My dearest friend...
Sometimes....I might not be able to answer every single one of your questions, I might not be able to be here to listen to you when you are feeling sad and down and in need of a listening ear, I might not be able to loan you abit of money when you are in dire need, I might not be able to be of any help at all.
So please bear in mind what I always say to you whenever you come to me for any of those problems you needed my help in any small way for, though I would try to be there for you if I can help you in any small way..
Your friend.
How are you nowadays? It's been a long time since I saw your face, have you lost weight? How's your business? How's work then? It's better off back when we were studying right? Hahaha..
My dear friend,
How's your family? Are they all fine? Hope they are..and are you trying your best to fulfill your filial duties as a son or daughter? I hope you keep this in mind that no matter what, family, is the most important and are the people that will matter most to you, not money, not fun, not properties, not women/men, and not even friends. I hope you shoulder that responsibility well like I know you will. :)
My dear friend,
How is your love life? Have you found yourself a life partner yet? Haha, now is the time of "weddings and funerals", so when's your turn? HAHA not for the funeral of course, we're way too young for one of those..
Have you let go of that one that got away yet, my dear friend? If not, then it's probably time you should, don't hold yourself back when everyone is moving forward..you'll be left behind in the journey of life..
My dearest friend...
Sometimes....I might not be able to answer every single one of your questions, I might not be able to be here to listen to you when you are feeling sad and down and in need of a listening ear, I might not be able to loan you abit of money when you are in dire need, I might not be able to be of any help at all.
So please bear in mind what I always say to you whenever you come to me for any of those problems you needed my help in any small way for, though I would try to be there for you if I can help you in any small way..
Your friend.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Forgive, but never forget.
Friends come and go, those who matter stay in the heart, no matter how far they are. Girls come and go, those who matter don't care, and those who don't matter, well they don't care as well :P
Time and time again, ungratefulness, lies and deceit, anger, and all those negative things, well they destroy friendships and relationships alike. But if one person of the two maturely thinks of the problem and backs down, thinking "If I back off, the problem would subside" every time, they would last a long, long time. Most probably this would be the man.XD
But everyone has a limit, and when the limit is reached, if the one thing the "giving" man could not stand is done, he is broken. Broken in terms of spirit, trust, and heart. There could not be a thing that can mend this, it is already done. He could not bear to look at, let alone talk to, the person who wronged him. He could not bring himself to listen to half-assed excuses thought up on the go, he could not forget the wrong that is done to him. But inside, he has already forgiven the person. But he still does not forget.
Forgive, but never, ever forget.
He lives by that.
Therefore he is alone.
Time and time again, ungratefulness, lies and deceit, anger, and all those negative things, well they destroy friendships and relationships alike. But if one person of the two maturely thinks of the problem and backs down, thinking "If I back off, the problem would subside" every time, they would last a long, long time. Most probably this would be the man.XD
But everyone has a limit, and when the limit is reached, if the one thing the "giving" man could not stand is done, he is broken. Broken in terms of spirit, trust, and heart. There could not be a thing that can mend this, it is already done. He could not bear to look at, let alone talk to, the person who wronged him. He could not bring himself to listen to half-assed excuses thought up on the go, he could not forget the wrong that is done to him. But inside, he has already forgiven the person. But he still does not forget.
Forgive, but never, ever forget.
He lives by that.
Therefore he is alone.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
The Brick Wall
Once there was a monk living in a monastery, he was charged with the construction of a brick wall, since monks in general have to do everything and anything by themselves because of the lack of funds. So off he went, laying brick by brick, smearing the slabs with self-prepared cement, slapping bricks in line, one by one. Finally, after some time, he was done.
But when he stood back to admire his handiwork, he was shocked to discover that a single brick was out of alignment and jutted out slightly of the otherwise perfectly built wall. He was so disappointed with himself and started to grumble and looked very disgruntled. He sat down right in front of the wall, and looked like the world was about to end the very next day.
Then the head monk happened to pass by that particular part of the monastery that day, and saw that the wall was completed. He said to the disgruntled monk, " That is a very nicely built wall!" To which the little monk looked up in surprise, and said " Your Excellency, pardon me, but don't you notice this particular part that destroyed this otherwise perfectly built wall?"
The head monk smiled and said to him, "Little apprentice, why do you narrow your mind so? Don't you see that out of 100% of this wall, 99% of it is perfectly built? Why do you harbour such ill feelings because of this minimal imperfection?"
The monk suddenly saw the truth in the words of the head monk, and bowed his head in deep respect.
Moral of the story : I guess I don't need to say it out loud here.
But when he stood back to admire his handiwork, he was shocked to discover that a single brick was out of alignment and jutted out slightly of the otherwise perfectly built wall. He was so disappointed with himself and started to grumble and looked very disgruntled. He sat down right in front of the wall, and looked like the world was about to end the very next day.
Then the head monk happened to pass by that particular part of the monastery that day, and saw that the wall was completed. He said to the disgruntled monk, " That is a very nicely built wall!" To which the little monk looked up in surprise, and said " Your Excellency, pardon me, but don't you notice this particular part that destroyed this otherwise perfectly built wall?"
The head monk smiled and said to him, "Little apprentice, why do you narrow your mind so? Don't you see that out of 100% of this wall, 99% of it is perfectly built? Why do you harbour such ill feelings because of this minimal imperfection?"
The monk suddenly saw the truth in the words of the head monk, and bowed his head in deep respect.
Moral of the story : I guess I don't need to say it out loud here.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
21 Questions
Haven't I been accommodating? Haven't I been a good friend? Haven't I been there when you needed someone? Haven't I stayed there even though it's hard to bear? Haven't I dried your tears before? Haven't I made you laugh before? Haven't I cared enough? Haven't I given enough?
Did I ask for more? Did I take some more? Did I give you attitude?
Didn't I answered your every question? Didn't I give you care? Didn't I gave you my word? Didn't I asked for yours? Didn't I leaned and swayed, as you pushed and pushed my limit to bear? Didn't I keep my word??
Have I ever complained? Have I ever backed away? Have I ever gave you shit, have you ever thought of it? Have you thought of how you'd feel, if those words were aimed at you?
I bet you never gave a shit. I bet you never thought of it. I bet you always thought I'll be there. I bet you thought I'd always care.
Maybe some of it is true, maybe some of it is bull. Maybe someday you will feel the pain, when someone like you comes and gives you the same.
Did I ask for more? Did I take some more? Did I give you attitude?
Didn't I answered your every question? Didn't I give you care? Didn't I gave you my word? Didn't I asked for yours? Didn't I leaned and swayed, as you pushed and pushed my limit to bear? Didn't I keep my word??
Have I ever complained? Have I ever backed away? Have I ever gave you shit, have you ever thought of it? Have you thought of how you'd feel, if those words were aimed at you?
I bet you never gave a shit. I bet you never thought of it. I bet you always thought I'll be there. I bet you thought I'd always care.
Maybe some of it is true, maybe some of it is bull. Maybe someday you will feel the pain, when someone like you comes and gives you the same.
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